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[4/1/02 8:58 pm]
lip syncing meeting tomorrow. fuck. i decided that i'm defenitely gonna wear my nerd sweater on stage.

i also decided that if i ever start a serious band, the pencil_guy that i drew will be the little symbol guy.
i added a favorite albums section so now you can all pretend to care what my favorite cds are. that's about it. i'm going to bed now.
not really.

current music: sick shift "backseat girl"


[3/27/02 12:47 am]

so many days since i last updated. let's see what i've done this spring break:
friday: hung out with cari. *melts*
saturday: not a thing
sunday: see saturday
monday: went to sam's. ricky was there. we snuck into a skate park. played guitar. i stole sam's guttermouth cd. sam drove us everywhere ... without a license ... in his dad's car ... and his dad doesn't like black people. we went to cari's, she was naked! haha! she gave us soda, then we threw the cans out of the window while sam was driving. plus sam can't drive worth a shit. fun day.
tuesday: i literally talked to cari all day.
tomorrow: i wanna spend time with cari.

oh yeah, i stopped showering. i used to shower too much. now i don't shower at all. friday was the last time i bathed. i don't smell ... yet ... but just to be safe i'm going to take a shower tomorrow. i added a pictures section.

current music: millencolin "every breath you take"


[3/20/02 9:25 pm]

ash apologized. weird.
today sam, se'lah and i auditioned for the lip syncing thing at school and i think we made it. cari says we did. she's one of the judges. michelle mccloud said "that we did well" woot woot.
i hope we win. no, i don't. i just wanna play in front of a large crowd of people, even if we are only lip syncing, and even if they all hate nirvana, punk rock, and me and just wanna see their "dawgz" sing along to the latest "gangztah rap" song. cock smokers. ... anyway ... err, yeah. i've been alot more anxious lately. my therapist says i'm getting better, even though every morning i dread waking up. oh yeah, i got a 95 on my robert frost paper. that's ephing weird. i'm like, retarded. i can't believe i got an A. a high A at that. too bad i'm still failing all of my other frickin' classes. i'm gonna wear my home made bratmobile shirt to school tomorrow.


i wish i were like 5 or 6 years older so that i could appreciate bands like bratmobile and nirvana in a non-retrospective way. being the fan-boy that i am it would be cool to worship talented bands.

current music: bratmobile "cool schmool"


[3/17/02 12:58 am]

today was pretty rad. i went to jesse's house. we played guitar for like 3 hours straight. he more or less gave me a distortion peddle. rock!
i can't wait until we can get a decent ephing band together, because it certainly sucks not playing shows. i wanna start my own genre of music, it would either be called "medio-core" or "brad-core". it's too frickin' late at night. i'm babbling. babble. babble. babble. tomorrow i'm going to spring hill. i hate spring hill. stupid old people.

current music: the lawrence arms "100 resolutions"


[3/14/02 10:17 pm]

so much crap to do. it's starting to suck some dick. i have to start doing well in school so my parents will let me get a job. why would i want a job? simple. job=money. money=amp. amp=band. band=not getting a real job when i grow up. simple enough. i'm glad i got everything with cari straightened out. cari=win. you don't. fuck you. FUCK YOU!!1!!!
ok. i'm going now.

current music: hot water music "trademark"